I lost my temper and now my knuckles are bleeding. I really didn’t want to lose it he wouldn’t stop I let it go when he started then the second third fourth and fifth time but he pulled the last straw. Asshole kicked me in the balls as hard as he could but I was so angry I kept punching him. I got my self to stop when he couldn’t hit me back anymore. I went to my punching back and continued for three minutes without gloves I got the physical frustration out. I then meditated and emptied out the negative thoughts, I am now once again calm but my bracelet I got from Rajasthan broke and that sucks it makes me sad and frustrated. I wish I controlled my anger. I learned my impression of the guy is correct and I am certain I don’t like him I am not going to apologise for what I did although I am sorry I got angry I could have handled that better, he has been asking for it literally he calls me out like hey you got a problem and starts shoving me I don’t know how I kept calm this long.
TLDR; I don’t like this guy he pissed me off I lost it, my favourite bracelet broke I’m sad and a little frustrated.